New Year Resolution : A Moment of Change!!!

20 days left til year end! People are busy with their new year resolutions. Me? well... still struggling to make this year's resolution come true

I actually never make an official new year resolution, but some kind of commitment in heart. What was that about? Mostly about losing weight, ha ha ha. Yeah, I am obsessed with weight losing! Some may call it's shallow and unimportant, but for me it's a big deal. It all started when my scale reached 106 kilos in 2005, can u believe it! Satu Kuintal lebih! Stressed with skripsi made me an eating trashcan! Munch and Munch everything! Fortunately I realized that this thing can't going on. The number 106 on the scale felt like a slap on my head! That's when i made a resolution to lose 10 kilos per year! On 2006 and 2007, I succeeded in realizing this resolution, I shred to 20 kilos out of my body. Yay! Those excruciating exercises were not a waste of time! By the beginning of this year, I already reach 87 kilo! These exercises actually helped me reach the magical number, my target weight this year : 78 kg by april. But then i took a total break from any exercises for two months and here I am, striving to lose another 6 kilo to the target weight! Ganbatte Julian! 20 days left and only 6 kilos to tatter! Oh.. btw, For New Year Resolution, I won't plan to lose another 10! My target weight for year 2009 is 70 kg plus i wanna carve those six packs on my abs! lols! sounds impossible, but I believe we can do anything if we set the heart and go for it! So 2009, here comes my six packs abs!!

Besides losing weight and those six packs thingie, i do have another things to be achieved in 2009! Find a really good job is one of them. I'll be 27 next year for God's sake, and still jobless is really not an option! Hopefully my master study will really be finish this year. Oh yeah, Almost forget, I'll have to defend my thesis in a final exam this 19th December (Wish me bunches of luck Guys!), then it's finally over, my battle to get my master in accounting! May this new title to my name will make me easier to get my dream job! A finance manager or CFO in the making he he he

Another thing to accomplish is finding a love of my life! Yeah... loveless life sucks! ha ha ha. One of my friend said that I might need global warming to melt my heart that frozen like an eternal snow! he was exaggerating, I know, but somehow i found a truth in it! I felt like i always run away everytime a chance for love comes! Am I too frigid? dunno, maybe i just haven't met the one who could melt my heart! So here i am, making a resolution to find a love in 2009 and make a promise to open my heart and grab that chance of happiness whenever it shows up

Last but not least, I want to get closer to God! Somehow, I felt like i was away from Him this year. Difficulties in lifes corrode my faith instead of fortify it. I wanna believe that The Almighty already has His plans for me and everything will be beautiful when the time come! So I just need to work harder, pray harder and then believe that He will always be with me and won't left me. All is easy for God, If the time come for Him to lift my difficulties, He will do it easily like turning our palm of hand up and down.

In conclusion, these four big things are my resolutions for 2009

• Burn those fat and carve those six packs
• Spot that dream job and build my career
• Encounter the love of my life
• Keeping my faith at top by getting closer to Allah, the Almighty

Hear hear! My Resolutions! a promise in my heart to strengthen my walks toward becoming a better person next year

Julian